.:Monday, March 15, 2004:.

Serendipity

Why is it that sometimes, you discover some important things at the most unexpected times, from the most unexpected people, just when you really aren't looking to discover them?

It hurts, though. Once again, I was misunderstood. And it hurts more finding out that everybody else knew and I didn't, because then, I never had any chance of defending myself. I never noticed they looked at me differently now, or thought differently of me. I would never balk at accepting their criticisms if they were valid. But they hit me through something I am passionate about, something that made me happy. Others have done worse. I, on the other hand, am not hurting anybody, compromising anybody, or doing anything wrong. I'm just doing what makes me happy. And for all the sacrifices I have had to make and am still making, for all the hardships I have had to go through and am still going through, I think I deserve at least some measure of happiness.

I feel like Harry Potter being talked down on by the Dursleys.

Darn it.

I need a happy thought.

.:chronicled by senator skywalker at 4:26:00 PM:.
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